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After much hard work, I’ve finally gotten MY ending of the Not So Secret Lives contest out. And there’s this constant itch going at me, telling me to edit it and make it better. Sigh.

Trey is my life.

I eat Trey (not literally of course, although he does have a permanent lunch spot in my calendar after our lab on Thursdays), breathe Trey (did I mention previously how wonderful his cool minty breath smells all the time?!), live Trey (as already mentioned in my opening statement) and sleep Trey (NOT in the way you think okay).

I know it sounds heady but it’s been a whirlwind romance and I know that this may come a little early, butiseriouslythinkthatheismysoulmate.

I mean from similar music tastes, to spending all those late nights on the phone talking about everything and absolutely nothing, it seems that we can never get enough of each other! We can never run out of things to say. And I think, (but dont tell anyone I said this), he’s got the powers of a mind-reader too. Hahaha!

*draws squiggly hearts*

Buckling down to the serious stuff, he has more importantly, been a constant source of support in these trying times. Eleanor’s situation was weighing on my mind like a constant cloud waiting to explode any minute, and although Cool Jesse doesnt overtly show it, Trey knew it was there. The up side of the situation I’d have to say, was from the way he talked about her, I could tell he didnt feel as much of an aversion or dislike for her as compared to previously. I think the dinner I arranged (Ellie didnt let me share her food cause she thought that it’d spread the virus, no such thing I told her!) the last time helped him see how much Ellie is going through on her own. Although we were all somehow affected by her news, it’s still her who has it the hardest. She needs all the support she can get, especially from people in close proximity to her.

I dont expect anyone will quite understand her predicament, but there was a point when it was hard to predict when she’d be Eleanor My Best Friend, or Eleanor the Ice Queen. She may have been Queen Eleanor to the rest of the “average human population”, but I’ve never had to deal with her royal attitude. I now see she needed more time to come to terms with the fact that she tested positive.

Yes, Eleanor is HIV positive.

I cant say I blamed her for the way she treated me; the idea is tough to come to terms with even for me, probably more so for her.

But I love her nonetheless.

Through this period, I also saw a side of Cameron that I never expected. I didnt think he had it in him. I had volunteered to go with Eleanor to the clinic for the second test, but when I called her to tell her, she said that Cameron had already filled the spot. Surprise surprise. He was supportive, sincere and just plain sweet.

My reflexes were that of a cheetah’s on the day of Ellie’s test. I was jittery the whole day, pouncing on my phone every time it rang. When the call I was waiting for finally came through, it wasnt exactly what I expected. According to Cameron, Ellie had chosen this time around the HIV test via blood-testing. She must have wanted to get it over and done with. You know how she hates needles. Shows how brave my Ellie can be, I’m mighty proud of her. When the counsellor eventually called for Eleanor after 15 minutes, she had the company of Cameron for the verdict.

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From my careful observation since that fateful testing day, I have come to the conclusion that Cameron and Eleanor’s relationship has moved to a whole new level. Even Trey agrees with me. Although neither one of them have expressed the change in their relationship status quo (and Eleanor hasn’t updated her facebook profile), it’s pretty obvious that Cameron has taken onto himself the responsibility of looking after Eleanor. He even sends and picks her from her support group run by the Action for AIDS! It’s a sweet gesture on his part to say he’ll be there for her.

As for Eleanor, she tries to keep her composure and retain what little semblance of a past life as Queen Eleanor she has, but you can see but she’s mellowed a whole lot. She also looks at Cameron differently now. You can see it in her eyes!! There’s a whole lot of L.O.V.E there. It’s the same for Cameron. I knew he was in love with Eleanor, but this whole saga just proves it. Those two are so sweet when they cuddle and kiss, I might just get diabetes from watching them. Bleah!!!

Their relationship makes me think that it may be possible to be in love without the sex. But vice versa? That… I’m still not too sure.

Still, I’m incredibly incredible happy the drama between Eleanor and Cameron finally sorted itself out. What would the world be like without the golden couple Angelina & Brad?

Last I heard through the grapevine, THE EX got a girl pregnant, and it was only too late that he told her he was HIV positive. ARGH!

Doesnt he know that if the mother is positive herself the baby stands a 20-45% chance of being born HIV positive? So says http://www.avert.org/

Even breastfeeding can transmit the HIV virus.

Some people never learn, do they?

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